Dread

Another day, another donut. I've had the last two days off, and I've pretty much taken them COMPLETELY off. I haven't touched my computer much in the last two days in an effort to unscramble my brain. It's been nice, hiding from life for a bit. But now I have to go back into the fray. As I sit here, once again sipping my coffee, I have this intense feeling of dread building up in my chest. I dread having to go back to work. I really, truly hate this job and I'm praying with every breath that I can find something else that pays just as well in the very, very near future. I don't know how much longer I can deal with the unnecessary stress this job causes me.

For now, though, it's back to the grind.